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Aug. 5th, 2010

Where is everyone..?

Jul. 5th, 2010

Day 1

The food.

Food. Food. Food.

Food.
So hungry.

Cannot move to it though...

Jun. 20th, 2010

Day 1

I woke up. I can't find my child. I think I might be sick or something.

My wand is gone, I think I will talk to snakes. Maybe they can help.


Oh, Tom...why did you leave? I wish you were here to help me, even a little bit. What I wouldn't do. I think the only good thing is that my brother and father are nowhere near here, they would have found me by now.

...I hope.

Dec. 12th, 2009

I miss my son, I saw him the last two days but...I think it might have been my husband..

Oct. 13th, 2009

(Private to self)

I wonder how one goes about killing themselves? I never really did it before and I don't know what to do. I wish I knew what to do. Rorschach is never around and L acts weird too.

I'm very sad.

I don't see the point in living, we'll all die anyways.

No one would probably even notice my death..just like back at home.

(/Private)

Sleeping does nothing.

Oct. 10th, 2009

I've never felt more alone than I do now.

All I want to do is sleep.

Thinking on killing myself.

Oct. 4th, 2009

(Private to self)
Somehow the idea of having sex with two men....seems wrong. I am unsure of what it means, but I fear telling my lover. I fear what he would say to me.
(/private)

I...rebirthed my child today, I am not sure how that was possible but I felt like I was dying all over again...

Aug. 24th, 2009

Oh my gosh, birds are everywhere. They attacked me when I left...to go somewhere. I'm hiding out, no way I would leave for all the money in the world. I got a right pecking from them.

Aug. 20th, 2009

(private to self)

L is mad at me, he won't let me visit him. I know he's sad but..I don't know. I want to sit with him for a while and try to make him feel better.

Walter...I feel like he's really distant since that day we had sex. I'm not sure who to go to about it, but sometimes I feel like I should leave him alone but then he seems to miss me too.

I feel unwanted.

Maybe, I should ask management to get rid of me?

(/private)

Gosh...I wish one of these little children had black hair.

Aug. 7th, 2009

[Private to Rorschach]

Is your name really Walter?

[/private.]


This is weird, I'm kind of glad to be back.

Survey )

Jul. 21st, 2009

What is this...all over my room?

Jul. 14th, 2009

Rorschach, how are you? Can we talk....?


L? Where have you been :(?


I found me a snake friend..

Jul. 10th, 2009

[Private to self.]

Why did he humiliate me like that? Telling everyone he raped me, I love him! I love him...

Everybody knows now, I wanted to keep it a secret kind of.

Why, Rorschach, why?

You aren't bad...

[/Private.]


Rorschach, please.

Everyone, he didn't do anything bad to me, everything is okay. He is not a dog or a rapist..or anything else bad that he said.

I can't believe...it.

I can't believe it.

I can't believe it.

Jul. 5th, 2009

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Going to find me a snake buddddddy!

Buddy, buddy, buddy.
Snake buddy, snake buddy
where I go heeee goessss!

Hissy, hissy, little snakey,
Slither on the floor
You be good to Merope
Or she'll not love you anymoreeee


Oooooh, Rorschachhhhh! Wheeere are you?

Jun. 28th, 2009

Rorschach.

Be alive, say something.

Please.

I love you


I can move my arm again, I can sit up without falling over too. This place has weird magic.

Jun. 24th, 2009

I am a horrible person, a horrible mother.

I don't even deserve to live. It's all my fault.

Jun. 18th, 2009

Day 11

[scribbled badly. She's kind of cutting out words.]


I hope everyone is okay. I get around okay, but if someone needs company, I help.

That all I can do.

Jun. 7th, 2009

[Private to self]

I feel so ill, I'm glad I went to the doctor and she told me how to take care of myself. The baths have been really helping out. I don't know what else to say.

[/Private]

Salt baths are nice.

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